I've Never Been So Nervous

Anyone who knows me know that I love Advertising. I think it's the coolest thing in the world. This Friday, I will apply to the creative track within the advertising program. I don't think that I've ever been so nervous for anything in my entire life.

I mean, it's not like my whole future is at stake or anything. Right? I know that whoever is reading this probably doesn't really care about whether or not I am admitted into this program.

Despite this, I am going to talk about my problems with you the way I talk about them with others, assume that you care when you clearly don't. 

I have HELLA papers due in the next two weeks. I also have my portfolio due. In every sense of the word I am freaking. But over the last couple of days I've realized something. Everything will work out. It will all be fine. I'm so blessed to be where I am, to be with the people I love.

There are girls in third-world countries who have to fight tooth and nail to be able to go to school, to vote, to be the best that they can be.

If the worst thing that is happening in my life is that I am stressed, I am blessed. Whoops, that rhymed. My bad. I know that I'm cheesy but I'm not THAT cheesy.

Tonight I called my mom and I ended the call saying how stressed I was. My mom has a knack for making me feel dumb by showing me how dumb I am being. She said "Charlotte, if I can be a single mother of four for 11 years, you can do this."

And I know I can. So, if I can quote the great Drake...

WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY UP. I feel blessed.